I feel you. Anxiety is a bitch.

Feel better❤️

The way your said: “I’m not stable Lovies” 👁👄👁 Just hit different 😂 I need merch with that on it

I know I am a but late posting this, but I just watched this particular video and I want to make sure you know this... YOU ARE AWESOME! I found your channel when I finally decided to give Sims 4 a chance... I was a die hard Sims 3 fan and wasn't going anywhere. Anywho, Sims 4 got me subscribed to you, but it's your personality that keeps me. I would watch you talk about anything because you are so fresh, funny and real. Henny, I am a 52 year old mom from Texas, and you have a fan in me. Life is not always easy, but God bless you for seeming to have a good head about how to get yourself to an ok place with the shite that befalls us. It may not feel like it, but I promise you, your just being here being real, even when its talking about games, is helping other people. I truly hope that you are now seeing the other side of the dark place you were facing when you posted this video. I'll be praying for ya, and watching whatever you post, because you make me smile. :) Be blessed!

We all love you, so much support. I struggled with depression for years and just know lots of us understand and are with u.

POTATOES ARE MY FAVORITE VEGETABLE SO I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE SIMS 3 GRAPHICS

OH MY DEAR LORD I CAN'T HANDLE HOW FUNNY I FOUND THAT

Hi, um. I know I'm late to this video, but I'm not even a real youtuber... and... it's... really brave for someone with an actual platform to be open like this. It's hard to be open about this kind of thing in one-on-one situations. So, yeah. I don't know what my point is, but I love you. That's all.

I'm so glad you made this video. This lockdown has sent a few people spiralling, myself included. Have you been treated for PTSD? My alarm bells rang when you said something bad happened last year. Just to add, I do know what you are going through, I've been going through the same thing, I also have Aspergers and had a bad trauma in my past and need PTSD counselling (when the NHS get round to it... nar they do their best). Anyway mass kudas for speaking out on mental health. BTW I'm watching all your vids out of order, and you crease me up at times!

Sending love 🤗💓

Recent sub, literally tonight so this is the second video I've seen. I came across you through rt games and the lego Harry Potter stuff and loved your approach. It sounds like things are moving in the right direction so even if it takes time, stick with it and I hope it works out

Sending all the love and support ♥

I’ve just learnt that you live with autism. I’ve been following you for a while, you make me laugh, you’re relatable, you’re honest and honestly you are great. I never saw the autism which is the problem with autism in females isn’t it? I’m almost 40 and also autistic but over the years I’ve learnt to mask it well so nobody realises. I realise you posted this a month ago but I hope you’re doing ok. Sending you love x

I wish I saw this a month ago because I'm going through almost the exact same thing. Suddenly something I really loved was giving me bad anxiety and I thought it was the thing itself. I think what's actually happening is that my mental health is just deteriorating from the events of this year and my brain decided to find something to latch on to as the cause. I hope you start feeling better soon!

Well guys,I just wanted to say that dude I am telling you this because it doesn't hurt me personally if someone was rude here.Like on YouTube.And bad stuff ussualy doesn't happen in this comment section.So I went though a lot.I have never had a real dad he is gone,he's in jail.And well my mom went though stuff.But the point is that I have a little sister and she and mom depend on me not to be a prob!em,no even more to do more than I should as a child.And I went though a lot.So I just kept it inside.Like

I'm so late on this video but, I was doing so well and I went to visit my boyfriend in England and after being detained was turned away and sent back to the states. So now I literally have PTSD about trying to go again even though I know I can. So I'm deep, deep in depression. I get it. I'm sorry and I hope you're doing better now!

So when are you going to finally become a famous stand up comediane?

This is extremely late, but I'm new to your content (which is INCREDIBLE, by the way). Just dropping a comment saying I hope things sort out in your fold of the universe! Sending you good vibes from the high desert, over the bayou, and across the pond! 😊

"I'm just not mentally stable now" *me neither* I was hospitalized about a year ago due to suicidal thoughts, I swear those were some of the worst days of my life, crying myself to sleep, having my parents and grandma taken away from me, with only a bitch nurse to comfort me (which didn't comfort me) I've been very open about this online I had been hospitalized about 2 years prior for the same thing, also some of the worst days of my life... My anxiety is based around being sick (like throwing up) and I can hardly do anything in public right now without feeling nauseous... I hope you feel better now Jesse! ❤

Thank you for sharing. This video may have helped more people than you know! People finding out that others share similar feelings and adversities may allow them to not feel alone.

I found you during quarantine and you've quickly become my favorite YouTuber. If you don't have new videos when I get on here I just go back and watch ones from the past I haven't seen yet. I hope things get better for you soon and your anxiety eases up. 💛

Woman, you’re so brave! And a great example for loads of people in all your videos in general but specially with these kind. People like you give me hope in the future. I understand the snowball dynamic shit. You do you and take the time you need to take care of yourself. Hope you can sort things out, you’re awesome, this world is better bc you’re here 💜💜💜

Ok so I never understood autism so I searched it up and the symptoms are literally me and I don't know what to do I'm scared

Glad you’re taking care of yourself, you’re absolutely fabulous.

You are amazeballs! I've suffered from depression and severe social anxiety for so long it's become normal, so I feel you Plum! Just want to say how amazing I think you are. I wouldn't have the guts to put myself out there like you! Watching your videos makes my day! Even my autistic toddler loves watching your vids with me! Please keep being awsome and making us smile!! Love from Wales!!

I understand what you’re saying with being okay when you’re doing something or with people, and then kinda dropping off once you’re alone. I recently got diagnosed with autism and I’m learning how to work through that. Thank you for sharing your struggles, even though it’s hard. I’m sending lots of love and care your way

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Love you, everything will be fine

You have just explained what my life is past 4 years and probably still is going to, and am autistic and its been a solo journey for me too, and yeah am like that happy in the moment and theb oh crap this shit is real, hope you get through it and do what makes you happy and enjoy your life cause we only got one of them ❤ 😊

Hey, I hope you are doing alright. Quarantine has kinda muddled up everyone globally. If you ever need to talk just give a shout.

I love u and support u all the way u r the best xx luv ya mother hen

so much love for you always!!!! sorry this is a bit late :)

I’m a big fan of plumbella and I play the sims 4 and I get inspired by her to play it on my PS4 so hearing that she’s not doing ok rn and I’m like :0

She has the best fans! **realizes I’m a fan and that’s basically bragging** Oof I didn’t mean it like that, I meant that she and her fans have a great thing going on **realizes that doesn’t make sense** Like the comment sections is so supportive of her and helping

I work from home and I rarely go into my living room. I go outside for a break in nice weather. I also have a U shaped desk and I have my IMac for work and my Windows gaming computer so when work is done I shut that bitch off and turn my back on it and play games. haha

You look so beautiful in this video this color really suits you

You always make me feel better with your voice. You're a lovely person, and you need to know that!

You are such a diamond! Struggling with mental health is propa shit, but you're doing amazing hen. Admitting to yourself that you need help is a massive step. I never comment on vids but honestly you've re-sparked my love for the Sims whilst I've been signed off for the last 3 months with my mental health and it's really helped me through! Yhank you for being your daft, northern self, Sendin love from Sheffield! Xx

I've autism too and I totally understand how emotions can just smack you right in the face and it becomes so much to process 💕 I've had 2 bad years felt like I was coming a little bit back to myself and the covid happened 🤦🏻‍♀️ made my anxiety 100 times worse. I hope you feel better soon 💕

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I also have autism and I understand so much how you’re feeling here ❤️ I love you x

You have a masters degree?! Damn. We do love an educated YouTuber

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I feel the same at work. Like am okay when am working but thinking that i will have to work soon as the time creeps in, i do get anxious.

Hey Plumbella! I just watched the available episodes of Spark’d and let me just say your performance and attitude made me feel such pride as a viewer! Your beautiful personality and amazing attitude towards the competition had me cheering in my home for you and your team! Regardless of how it turned out, Team Gnome will always be the winners in my heart!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ I plan on using the example of how you and your team chose to approach your first “advantage” where you chose packs for the other teams as an example for my students on how to be a team player and spread kindness regardless of competition. You ladies were AWESOME! Well done!!!! ❤️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

The trauma train made sure to stop by for me too, back on the crazy pills for me 😂

luvz you plumbella hen x

From one smoggy to another - much love xx

I think that people like us who are slightly nerdy and introverts have struggled with anxiety during lockdown, which is weird because in some ways its our dream scenario, not having to go outside! I also had a bad year last year and my general anxiety levels are so high it stops me doing even things I enjoy like playing on the sims and doing crafts :(

You're a beautiful girl. I hope you get everything worked out in your personal life. Try not let the worries of the world get you down. There's no point in worrying about things you can't change or control. Sometimes we just have to let go. Hang in there sweety!! We're all here for ya.

I want to give you the biggest hug! You’re honestly amazing and so brave ❤️

We just want you be happy and have fun with it, no pressure love!!

Take your time! I know how delayed emotional reactions can be. When my ex left me I didn't really process it till a few weeks later and it took me over a year to recover from that. Something as horrible as you're making your issue out to be it of course going to take longer than that to heal. Take your time. We'll be here when you come back. Take a nap or a bath or anything that relaxes you.

Take care of yourself, if you need a break, take one...we will still be here

We love and support any decisions you make ❤️

We are supporting you all the way! Health first and I hope whatever you go through you still heal. You are lovely and I love your mindset.

I’m on the spectrum too ❤️ I understand the struggles, you can get through anything, your videos are amazing and always make me laugh and smile ❤️ sending love

You know I nearly lost my dad due to a blockage in his heart. And my mom also went to the hospital. I've had serious depression episodes from it. But I'm doing better. But I hope you'll be fine. We are here for ya ☺

I just love you and support you through anything. You have given me so much hope for my autistic daughter. Thank you for being you

I may not know you very well or have been watching your videos for a long time but I think you're amazing, hilarious, beautiful, so freaking strong for coming our and speaking your truth and generally just being down to Earth with your viewers. I hope you get through what you need to and that life starts treating well because from where I stand you deserve it❤

I love you Jesse 💜

I love coffee more than alcohol and it’s hard to give it up, but you’re right about cutting back on it when you’re anxious and I reaaaaally should. Thanks for the reminder!

I have been fighting depression with since I was 7 or 8 and it has been hard. quarantine has flared up my depression. And I’m realizing that I struggle with anxiety that I knew I had but never addressed. I’ve also been trying to get help for my best friend who is fighting suicidal thoughts.

Lots of love and positives vibes to you. ❤️

Moomoo

Right there with you love. I love love love watching your videos. Thank you for being open and honest. We’re all trying to make it through and you’re not alone! Sending lots of love❤️

At the start of quarantine, I was doing fine and then a couple of weeks later, I starting having the worst panic attacks I’ve ever had in my life. I couldn’t be at home alone, I had to get started on really strong medications for anxiety. You’re not in this alone, for real. I’m slowly working my way to getting better. I was managing my anxiety really well for so long, and then it went in the other direction so quickly. We’re all doing the best we can to manage our different issues. Take care of yourself. Go out for a walk every now and again and just listen to the world around you, you’ll be surprised at how much it really can help. Stay strong, safe and healthy xxx

All the mentions of autism here on wholesome, any other site would harass you and cancel you for it

Go to therapy, it’s important. I’ll wait for you

You are so valid, and remember the public doesn't own you. You're not obligated to tell everyone on the planet anything because of edrama or eceleb culture. Stay strong

I'm sorry you're not doing well, I understand that completely. I wish you the best and happiest and know you like Harry Potter so I found these Harry Potter custom content items, It might not help much but I thought you'd find them fun! https://jpcopesims.tumblr.com/tagged/Hogwarts My favorite is the statue from Dumbledore's office :)

Take care of yourself. I hope you feel better soon! :)

Aww Hen Take all the time you need.

Love you dear ,praying for you

Love your 'fairy' hair hun xx 😉😉

Also love you hun and take your time. All we want is you happy and healthy xoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxx

If you ever dye your hair green, pop a red on it, it will turn purple x

Honestly, thank you for this. I finally reached an age where I could finally get the help I need without parental supervision. (trans people - you have to be 17 for them to take it as an adult case! If you are under, you have to go through many extra steps, including with your parents.), so Trans therapy, Depression and Anxiety - I could finally be medicated!! which is very nice.. but Autism is my final one - and I have to wait 4 whole ass years to get anything, and it is scary, but I know I can do it lmao. I waited 3 years just to get my first meeting with my Gender Clinic so if I can survive that, I can survive this LMAO But thank you pet.. love ya hen. (it feels so weird to type out how we speak up here lmAO BUT LIKE EVERYBODY DOES IT AND I MENTALLY BOOM- BUT LESGO-)

I really love you and appreciate you a lot Jesse. I hope things get better for you. These feelings are temporary babe. There’s always a storm before a rainbow. I get how you’re feeling. You’re not alone, beautiful ❤️

Sorry to hear that. My boyfriend and I got in a fight, I broke up with him and now I wanted to get back together because I didn't want to break it off. I apologized and everything but he is suspected of having really mild autism as in you can't tell at all but the way he processes emotions is harder and takes a lot longer. He won't let me back in even though our fight was so stupid and our relationship was amazing. I think he just needs time because he's feeling really unwell right now and even though I'm hurting so much from him not letting me back in, I feel so bad for him because I know it's hard for him. Any time anything goes slightly wrong, he shuts down and has to take time to process it which means he's never really well and always struggling inside which breaks my heart. I really hope you feel better, that must be so hard

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I love watching your videos ❤ and I was super excited to see you on Spark'd! 😁

jess, I struggle with major depressive disorder. and Ive been depressed most of my teen years and into my 20s. I get what you're going through with your anxiety, I dont know what happened. but I know that feeling.

We love and support you my lovely!❤️❤️

Do what you need to in order to be well. We will be here supporting you regardless! ❤️

Its one of those straws that broke the camel's back things. Or as someone on tumblr referred to the similar thing is the fork theory. Which is that lots of annoyances are like individual forks stuck in you. And that it can be possible to be ok with quite a few little forks, but a big fork will tip you over the edge. And that you have to remove the biggest fork so that you can deal with all the little forks. Or remove the little forks which are easy to remove so that you can deal with the big fork. Which I think is what you are needing right now. So taking a break from youtube (if that's what you choose to do) is removing little forks so that you can work on the big fork (August last year). I've probably worded that weirdly because my brain is not doing words well right now. I'm also autistic and in some ways lockdown has actually been good for me because there is no expectation that I have to go and do things outside where other people are with all the interactions that go on (and all the sensory stuff). And my boyfriend is working from home so it means that for the most part I'm actually getting 3 meals a day which doesn't always happen when I'm on my own because I forget to eat whilst doing stuff or I don't notice the hunger or thirst signals so I struggle to take care of myself. But on the other hand it means that I don't have the day time to have just me time - I have to be super careful not to make a noise whilst he's working so I don't distract him or interrupt his calls. This last week has been not that great because he's had so many calls that he's been talking nearly nonstop and I need more quiet than that! My hearing is really hypersensitive so even going upstairs to the bedroom doesn't work - I can still hear everything he says (and if downstairs I hear what they are saying to him even though he's wearing expensive noise cancelling earphones. Apparently they don't work the other way around lol). And he's gone back to using his fan at night again because its warmer which means that I don't go upstairs to go to bed because its too loud and painful and hurts even from downstairs. So I end up either not sleeping or sleeping in the day. And then he wants to do things at the weekend because when he was working he'd drive there and back and that would give him a bit of a break so then he'd do a few household things I can't do due to allergies and then at the weekends we'd do fun weekend stuff together. But since he's been home he doesn't get the same break and he's been leaving doing stuff until the weekend and then wants me to also do housework stuff at the weekends and I feel like I'm not getting time off because I try to do housework stuff in the week. It was ok to begin with, but a few months in and he's fallen back into what it was like when he was doing his PhD. Oh and I'm also slow to process stuff emotionally or rather I can continue responding to something for a lot longer after than you'd expect someone to. Some of that is cPTSD related, some of that is just having to process so much at once that it takes time to work through and identify what I'm feeling. Made a bit of a break through the other day though because I realised that I'm afraid to feel happy. Because when I was little, how I expressed being happy was to run in circles, or jump up and down (maybe on furniture) or to flap and stuff. But I was always told that it was naughty to do those things and that there would be tears before bedtime. And if I didn't immediately stop when that was said (because I was too busy experiencing being happy) I'd be smacked. And if I cried when I was smacked (which i would do) then I'd be told to stop or I'd have to go and stand in the naughty girl's corner facing the wall. Which always made me cry more because I hated having to face the corner because I couldn't see what was happening behind me and if I was going to get smacked again or not. I had been feeling a feeling I couldn't place because some nice things had happened and I'd got to watch a show I like and it had made me feel this feeling I wasn't quite processing. And so I tried to describe it to my boyfriend and he said that it sounded like I was talking about being happy. And that no, I shouldn't be responding to those feelings by hitting myself or feeling guilty. So like I'd been not able to process that properly since young childhood and I'm nearing 33 sooner than I'd like to be. I wish you luck with your therapy and I hope that it helps you to safely process whatever happened so that you can get to a calmer and happier place. You deserve a calm and happy place! :)

I can really relate to what you said!! About everything. I’ve experienced the delayed reaction time thing too... Everyday it really sinks in more and more that we aren’t just going to “go back to normal” tomorrow. I’m sorry something happened to you in August. Thank you for sharing your experiences. I have past childhood trauma and anxiety and depression, that I had just started to get help with before the quarantine, and now I haven’t been able to go back since and so it’s definitely stronger now too. It really helps me (and I’m sure a lot of other people) feel less alone during this crazy time. Thank you for helping me feel less alone. Love you Jesse! 💖💖💖

luv ya jess take your time and take care of yourself you’re the most important person in your life whether you believe it or not xxxx❤️❤️

Much love to you girl. ❤️

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we did not have ANY of this when I was your age you have so much you must keep your head out of your ass NOT YOU IN PARTICULAR when it comes to a lot of things that you kids have to keep you educated and informed as well as connected to the world....we had to be at home to get a phone call and had to either have a really long cord or sit right by the phone where ever it was ......just as an exzample ....but you so speak the truth when ever you get out here and for that we are grateful I too dont drink coffiee anymore love ya

sweetie I thought you had gone full Druid from the thumbnail lol love ya

Sending love

You are so deeply loved💕🧿🦋

You're wonderful and hope you're doing better 💚

Much love babes xx 🙃

I’m sorry. I’ve been there and...well I’m just really sorry you’re there now. But congrats on taking steps to help. That was the hardest part for me. You should be so, so proud of yourself. Good luck!

We love you. I am going to therapy too and taking my meds. So I get it. Take care of yourself and know that we love you and are here for you 100 ❤️

Jesse, I know your probably not going to see this (generic comment I know) but I really appreciate you opening up about yourself. Makes me feel a little less alone in my craziness and gives me the motivation to have a healthier mind set. Honestly you have more of an impact than you realise! Luv you and your scooterist fam and hope you the best xx

Love you Jesse, you can take as much time as you need to heal🥰

Ah Hen I hope you feel better and get things in order❤️ it can be difficult but you're doing well and I am sending so much love and support. You've got this🙏